"Talking is always good, but doing is much better today! This is a great time for taking action -- signing documents, starting projects, and making your big romantic move. Open your mind to the idea that you are ready to go. Stop waiting for someone else to take you by the hand and tell you it's time -- it is not going to happen. You have been procrastinating too long. You need to just start putting things in motion and all of your confidence will come later."
This is wat my horoscopes (Aries) from friendster said 2day... i always very believe in it as to me it is quite true sometimes.. Is it giv me any hint or implications tat i need to make my decisions dy? i had really procrastinate my time too long dy on this stuff...
Many questions had pop up in my mind since i decided to took up this event... but the more i care about it, the more anxiety appear in my mind... i had no confidence to make it a success? or i scare to work in a team which i'm not confident with? or i scare how others look at me? or i'm afraid to be a leader again? or worry i cant tackle with my FYP? or i still cant put down d things? or i anxious not enough time to run an event?
when i 1st decided to contribute to my society, i think of many ways to make it a success... i reallly do wish it will has a great achievement and acomplishment... at least d problem facing by the society now will be settled after my event.... i really appreciate and love this society very much... sometimes i will ask myself y so many seniors do not hav d heart in it? y they like to spread rumours or bad words bout this society? y even the members or cadre of the society oso act like tat... it is really heart broken when i saw or hear it.....
come back to the point.... do i really need to make my decisions and make up my mind now? izzit like how he said, there is no1 other than me more suitable dy? am i trying to evade anything? or i need some care n concern? all i wanna is joz a person to encourage me to move forward... a person to back me up when i'm nervous... a person to tell me i'm capable... a person to trust me tat i can make it... tat's all i wanna... but is it tat hard?
i believe every1 will only look at 1 sided... wont change their perspective to look at d other side tat y i'm tat hard to make d decision... y i always wanna evade... hope tat really will hav this person appears in my life to help me....
zyin a.k.a PS, the beer lover.... haha.... it's green tea la.... 
KF a.k.a BEAR, the food capturer.... look~~ he is so excited capturing d food with his "NEW" camera phone... he always has a baby face...
LL a.k.a PLUTO, blur but natural look... d short hair he has... every1 says it is too short but to me it is nice and neat...
SD... d fat me... being complained by lip tat d blouse tat i'm wearing does not match my pants... aiksz....
aHah... is it looks special?? it is BBQ Plaza... 
these are d food we ordered... pork set for 3-4 person... it looks a lot but actually it full of vege at d bottom... it cost bout RM60 for d meals....
nice deco.... simple but striking... 1U old wing.....
