.: Special Presentzz :.

2day suddenly hav mood 2 update my blog... 2day is d 1st day of exam... this is d 1st time i not stress n study overnight for a paper... i never been so relax b4 for a paper... at least for finals... d feelings id joz like i'm taking mid term paper... frenz around me oso told me tat it seems very easy for this sem's paper... ya~~ i admit i do feel like tat... but when glance through d pass year paper, i promptly panic...


aikss~~!! duwan talk bout d final anymore...


talk bout something happie here~~some present tat makes me happie~~



05/01/2009

Ta Dang~~!! a brand new pencil case.... lip gav me this b4 i went in 2 d exam hall... quite touching at d moment... he is so attentive n caring... he knew my pencil case spoil dy... i not willing to buy another new 1... so he purposely prepare a new 1 4 me...
when i asked him when he bought it, he said quite long time dy... bout last sem...

then i ask "y now only giv it to me??"

he replied "u say u duwan change a new pencil case yet if ur pencil case still can be use... if i giv it 2 u then will be get scolded..."

***** although it looks so "man" using this pencil case, but i appreciate d heart n d intentions...

12/04/2008

ahah~~ this 1 is extremely touching when received it... a digital camera... wow... d birthday gift was so expensive~!! he purposely organized a birthday party 4 me... n make it like a lucky draw for me to choose my present... among them was: go 2 genting, a kiss, digital camera, RM 100 cash, n some others... i had 3 chances to choose for my presents... but it is a trick... there is another box tat keep all those paper written digital cameras...

can c those words?? it is amazing...we joz passby a camera shop during a midnite movie since d movie still hav some time 2 go... d shop had closed... we joz simply look into d window cabinet tat display many camera... he remembered all my words...

10/11/2008

d cute dolls.... ahahaha... he is quite "noob" in choosing soft toys... hehe... he dunno tat gals like bears or something soft... d dolls he bought usually quite large n hard to hug during nite time... so i not used to hug those dollss... once i complained to him tat wat i wanna is dolls tat can be hug... bear is better... but need big... this is d 1 he bought 4 me... 4giv him as he really dunno wat gals wants... but it is touched my heart tat he actually take my words seriously...

25/12/2007
d christmas present~~!! i wish to hav a couple watch for so long... n tat time he does not hav any of it... when i came bac from china, he edy bought this... it's POLO couple watch... happy happy happy...

14/02/2006

Patrick a.k.a RED DOG... it's very large... i think is d largest 1 among those set... he gav it 2 me becoz of a pretty misunderstanding... still remember tat time was 10th cnye Recreational Nite... i'm holding a small patrick n then he saw it... he thought i like patrick so he bought it 4 me a few days later...

.: Frenz :.

It's important to pursue your dreams today. What you want in life isn't just going to be handed to you. You need to figure out a plan of action -- and luckily your brain is sharp enough today to help you sift through all the noise and see what can be done. You've been in a fog about someone for a while, and a conversation with a mutual friend will illuminate some facts you were previously unaware of. Your long-held opinion about them is about to change.

another horoscopes forecast from friendster.... it is totally true of wat it says... i really gonna change my opinion on him.... he is not tat person whom i tell my inner heart anymore... he is no more d person i thought of who he is.... he change 2 another person tat i feel far away from... he change his words n even say stg ridiculous.... i feel i'm so STUPID, NOOB to decide to help him... he never appreciate wat had been done but throw all his responsibility to us.... once i thought he is a good leader... but at least for 2day, nope!! he is not~~!!

never really understand from my stand n start to doubt wat i'm doing... not to admit his mistake on choosing d wrong person n start to blame me not trusting others.... so disappointed with him... i cant think of y... i value him as fren, but to him, he joz value us as person to help him.... n he act like we SHOULD help him...

.: New 09 Year :.

1st day of 2009~~!! A brand new year with full of fancy hopes, extraordinary aspirations, wild dreams.... Actually personally i do not feel d new year atmosphere... never thought of wat to do in the comin years.... at a moment, i do think of "wat if i do not hav chance to welcome another year with open handed?" "wat important things had happened in 2008 tat worth for me to keep in my "limited space" of memory?"

despite all of those silly thoughts n feelings, i still gonna list down my wishes n hopes for the comin year... i hope when i flash back wat had i done in the year 2009 then, i'll hav stg in mind tat is important n meaningful....

here comes d lists of my resolutions:

(i) determinations on keep fit... my target--> less than 50 kg.... only 3kg to lose is like killing me... no1 knows how envy i am to ppl who hav perfect body line..... no1 knows how hurt n sad am i when ppl tease me "fatty"....

--> hav a healthy diet... eat breakfast... normal lunch n less on dinner.... a little exercise as i never love exercise.... .

(ii) treasure my family more.... i wanna be more obedient and love my family members more... they are my loves one forever....wanna giv all my best to my beloved parents

--> love them... love them... love them~~!! actions greater than words...

(iii) hav a good intern followed by a good company for me to continue my career.... every1 out there is discussing about d recession and economy downturn next year... deep in my heart quite worry about my future as dunno how long ago i had been hoping to come out for work....

--> brush up my communication skills as INTERVIEW is d most scary n killing things 4 me....

(iv) can hav more general knowledge..... i'm so admire ppl who knows everything on earth.... i hope i can be as knowledgable as them...

-->it is not hard to achieve this target if i equipped myself with determinations and hard work...1st of all.. to achieve it, i must work hard on research and read newspaper~!!

(v) hav a good relationship and social intercourse.... i does not want to regret on any friendship or relationship anymore... it really hunts me...

--> pay more attention on wat should n should not say.... no more childish thinking n act...

(vi) study abroad?? this is still a question mark 4 me... i'm tired in studies n all those assignments n exams.... but if hav chance for me to continue study (fully sponsored), i'm going to try on it... besides, nowadays, degree holders in not precious anymore....

--> study hard for d last 2 sem.... try hard to apply JPA for extension to study abroad... this is my dream..... my childhood dream... my teenage dream.... n my young adulthood dream... in a hut shell, it is my whole life dream...

tat's all for now.... will keep on updating my wishes to improve myself....