.: Frenz :.

It's important to pursue your dreams today. What you want in life isn't just going to be handed to you. You need to figure out a plan of action -- and luckily your brain is sharp enough today to help you sift through all the noise and see what can be done. You've been in a fog about someone for a while, and a conversation with a mutual friend will illuminate some facts you were previously unaware of. Your long-held opinion about them is about to change.

another horoscopes forecast from friendster.... it is totally true of wat it says... i really gonna change my opinion on him.... he is not tat person whom i tell my inner heart anymore... he is no more d person i thought of who he is.... he change 2 another person tat i feel far away from... he change his words n even say stg ridiculous.... i feel i'm so STUPID, NOOB to decide to help him... he never appreciate wat had been done but throw all his responsibility to us.... once i thought he is a good leader... but at least for 2day, nope!! he is not~~!!

never really understand from my stand n start to doubt wat i'm doing... not to admit his mistake on choosing d wrong person n start to blame me not trusting others.... so disappointed with him... i cant think of y... i value him as fren, but to him, he joz value us as person to help him.... n he act like we SHOULD help him...

.: New 09 Year :.

1st day of 2009~~!! A brand new year with full of fancy hopes, extraordinary aspirations, wild dreams.... Actually personally i do not feel d new year atmosphere... never thought of wat to do in the comin years.... at a moment, i do think of "wat if i do not hav chance to welcome another year with open handed?" "wat important things had happened in 2008 tat worth for me to keep in my "limited space" of memory?"

despite all of those silly thoughts n feelings, i still gonna list down my wishes n hopes for the comin year... i hope when i flash back wat had i done in the year 2009 then, i'll hav stg in mind tat is important n meaningful....

here comes d lists of my resolutions:

(i) determinations on keep fit... my target--> less than 50 kg.... only 3kg to lose is like killing me... no1 knows how envy i am to ppl who hav perfect body line..... no1 knows how hurt n sad am i when ppl tease me "fatty"....

--> hav a healthy diet... eat breakfast... normal lunch n less on dinner.... a little exercise as i never love exercise.... .

(ii) treasure my family more.... i wanna be more obedient and love my family members more... they are my loves one forever....wanna giv all my best to my beloved parents

--> love them... love them... love them~~!! actions greater than words...

(iii) hav a good intern followed by a good company for me to continue my career.... every1 out there is discussing about d recession and economy downturn next year... deep in my heart quite worry about my future as dunno how long ago i had been hoping to come out for work....

--> brush up my communication skills as INTERVIEW is d most scary n killing things 4 me....

(iv) can hav more general knowledge..... i'm so admire ppl who knows everything on earth.... i hope i can be as knowledgable as them...

-->it is not hard to achieve this target if i equipped myself with determinations and hard work...1st of all.. to achieve it, i must work hard on research and read newspaper~!!

(v) hav a good relationship and social intercourse.... i does not want to regret on any friendship or relationship anymore... it really hunts me...

--> pay more attention on wat should n should not say.... no more childish thinking n act...

(vi) study abroad?? this is still a question mark 4 me... i'm tired in studies n all those assignments n exams.... but if hav chance for me to continue study (fully sponsored), i'm going to try on it... besides, nowadays, degree holders in not precious anymore....

--> study hard for d last 2 sem.... try hard to apply JPA for extension to study abroad... this is my dream..... my childhood dream... my teenage dream.... n my young adulthood dream... in a hut shell, it is my whole life dream...

tat's all for now.... will keep on updating my wishes to improve myself....

.: Hints? :.

"Talking is always good, but doing is much better today! This is a great time for taking action -- signing documents, starting projects, and making your big romantic move. Open your mind to the idea that you are ready to go. Stop waiting for someone else to take you by the hand and tell you it's time -- it is not going to happen. You have been procrastinating too long. You need to just start putting things in motion and all of your confidence will come later."

This is wat my horoscopes (Aries) from friendster said 2day... i always very believe in it as to me it is quite true sometimes.. Is it giv me any hint or implications tat i need to make my decisions dy? i had really procrastinate my time too long dy on this stuff...

Many questions had pop up in my mind since i decided to took up this event... but the more i care about it, the more anxiety appear in my mind... i had no confidence to make it a success? or i scare to work in a team which i'm not confident with? or i scare how others look at me? or i'm afraid to be a leader again? or worry i cant tackle with my FYP? or i still cant put down d things? or i anxious not enough time to run an event?

when i 1st decided to contribute to my society, i think of many ways to make it a success... i reallly do wish it will has a great achievement and acomplishment... at least d problem facing by the society now will be settled after my event.... i really appreciate and love this society very much... sometimes i will ask myself y so many seniors do not hav d heart in it? y they like to spread rumours or bad words bout this society? y even the members or cadre of the society oso act like tat... it is really heart broken when i saw or hear it.....

come back to the point.... do i really need to make my decisions and make up my mind now? izzit like how he said, there is no1 other than me more suitable dy? am i trying to evade anything? or i need some care n concern? all i wanna is joz a person to encourage me to move forward... a person to back me up when i'm nervous... a person to tell me i'm capable... a person to trust me tat i can make it... tat's all i wanna... but is it tat hard?

i believe every1 will only look at 1 sided... wont change their perspective to look at d other side tat y i'm tat hard to make d decision... y i always wanna evade... hope tat really will hav this person appears in my life to help me....

.: Life :.

Behind every success is AMBITION

Behind every ambition is EFFORT

Behind every effort is some1 who is WILLING TO TRY~~!!!

.: Shopping Spree :.

say NO to YES (Year End Sales)....

i think every young folks oso hav this kind of thinking when it comes to d tempting sales all around... shopping is definately activities to every1 at this particular period since christmas and CNY is approaching...

i enjoy d feelings of shopping around with frenz... not "shopping" actually... is kinda gathering.. freed our minds after a week of hectic lectures and tutorial... watch movie... snap pics around... having lunch.... jokings.... looking for pretty gals 2gather.... it's really FUN~~!!

1st Outing

Date: 14/11/2008

Time: 10.30am - 10.30pm

Destinations: Times Square

Transport: 429 -> E1 -> monorial -> times square-> monorial -> LRT -> ERL -> 429

Participants: THE FOUR (a name after a tvb drama, quite nice story)

zyin a.k.a PS, the beer lover.... haha.... it's green tea la.... KF a.k.a BEAR, the food capturer.... look~~ he is so excited capturing d food with his "NEW" camera phone... he always has a baby face...LL a.k.a PLUTO, blur but natural look... d short hair he has... every1 says it is too short but to me it is nice and neat...

SD a.k.a HIPPO, introducing d fried udon.... not delicious + quite expensive... dun try it~~!!

me n ps plan to celebrate kf's belated bday as kf does not comes to penang as planned earlier during his bday.... we went for a movie (James Bond - Quantum of Solace).... to me, d movie is not tat attractive... i hav an aversion against action movie... moreover, i dun quite understand d story line from d beginning till d end... d characters in d movie oso not tat charming and good-looking...

***addition: we were bothered by some Maybank Salesman which tell us some grandmother stories on Takaful... he is quite polite n handsome.... haha... tat's y we were attracted to him n listen to him for almost 1 hour.... he is also quite persuasive as all of us almost fall into his trap... but at last we disappoint him as we r RATIONAL thinkers... haha...

d gals.... d beauties of d day~~

d guys.... d beasts of d day~~ man in black.....

four of us... with d "beers"... look at my sampat look, ps's sexy leg, kf funny small eyes n Lip's fake smile... good combinations....

us... in ERL... with d small bday cake.... can u c d eye catching strawberry?? guess wat.... it smells good... but according to kf, it is not tat tasty... wat la him... still complaining wo...

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2nd Outing

Date: 06/12/2008

Time: 11.00am - 9.30pm

Destinations: 1 Utama

Transport: 429 -> U43 -> 1U -> U43 -> 429

Participants:

LL, cowboy or personal guard??? fyi, he is wearing new shirts, new jeans n new sport shoes tat day.... n of course d so called "lala" sunglasses is not belongs to him...

Sam, the BLIND man... he loves to act cool when taking pics.... but COOL does not suit to his characteristics... he loves to jokes around.... he always complaining tat he has a chubby face tat makes him looks like he does not hav neck.... SD... d fat me... being complained by lip tat d blouse tat i'm wearing does not match my pants... aiksz....aHah... is it looks special?? it is BBQ Plaza... these are d food we ordered... pork set for 3-4 person... it looks a lot but actually it full of vege at d bottom... it cost bout RM60 for d meals....

YouHoo..... gonna start to eat lo....

wonder y sam loves to take pics of us... hahaha....

nice deco.... simple but striking... 1U old wing.....

theme of d christmas deco: alice in d wonderland.... 1U new wing....