.: Hints? :.

"Talking is always good, but doing is much better today! This is a great time for taking action -- signing documents, starting projects, and making your big romantic move. Open your mind to the idea that you are ready to go. Stop waiting for someone else to take you by the hand and tell you it's time -- it is not going to happen. You have been procrastinating too long. You need to just start putting things in motion and all of your confidence will come later."

This is wat my horoscopes (Aries) from friendster said 2day... i always very believe in it as to me it is quite true sometimes.. Is it giv me any hint or implications tat i need to make my decisions dy? i had really procrastinate my time too long dy on this stuff...

Many questions had pop up in my mind since i decided to took up this event... but the more i care about it, the more anxiety appear in my mind... i had no confidence to make it a success? or i scare to work in a team which i'm not confident with? or i scare how others look at me? or i'm afraid to be a leader again? or worry i cant tackle with my FYP? or i still cant put down d things? or i anxious not enough time to run an event?

when i 1st decided to contribute to my society, i think of many ways to make it a success... i reallly do wish it will has a great achievement and acomplishment... at least d problem facing by the society now will be settled after my event.... i really appreciate and love this society very much... sometimes i will ask myself y so many seniors do not hav d heart in it? y they like to spread rumours or bad words bout this society? y even the members or cadre of the society oso act like tat... it is really heart broken when i saw or hear it.....

come back to the point.... do i really need to make my decisions and make up my mind now? izzit like how he said, there is no1 other than me more suitable dy? am i trying to evade anything? or i need some care n concern? all i wanna is joz a person to encourage me to move forward... a person to back me up when i'm nervous... a person to tell me i'm capable... a person to trust me tat i can make it... tat's all i wanna... but is it tat hard?

i believe every1 will only look at 1 sided... wont change their perspective to look at d other side tat y i'm tat hard to make d decision... y i always wanna evade... hope tat really will hav this person appears in my life to help me....

.: Life :.

Behind every success is AMBITION

Behind every ambition is EFFORT

Behind every effort is some1 who is WILLING TO TRY~~!!!

.: Shopping Spree :.

say NO to YES (Year End Sales)....

i think every young folks oso hav this kind of thinking when it comes to d tempting sales all around... shopping is definately activities to every1 at this particular period since christmas and CNY is approaching...

i enjoy d feelings of shopping around with frenz... not "shopping" actually... is kinda gathering.. freed our minds after a week of hectic lectures and tutorial... watch movie... snap pics around... having lunch.... jokings.... looking for pretty gals 2gather.... it's really FUN~~!!

1st Outing

Date: 14/11/2008

Time: 10.30am - 10.30pm

Destinations: Times Square

Transport: 429 -> E1 -> monorial -> times square-> monorial -> LRT -> ERL -> 429

Participants: THE FOUR (a name after a tvb drama, quite nice story)

zyin a.k.a PS, the beer lover.... haha.... it's green tea la.... KF a.k.a BEAR, the food capturer.... look~~ he is so excited capturing d food with his "NEW" camera phone... he always has a baby face...LL a.k.a PLUTO, blur but natural look... d short hair he has... every1 says it is too short but to me it is nice and neat...

SD a.k.a HIPPO, introducing d fried udon.... not delicious + quite expensive... dun try it~~!!

me n ps plan to celebrate kf's belated bday as kf does not comes to penang as planned earlier during his bday.... we went for a movie (James Bond - Quantum of Solace).... to me, d movie is not tat attractive... i hav an aversion against action movie... moreover, i dun quite understand d story line from d beginning till d end... d characters in d movie oso not tat charming and good-looking...

***addition: we were bothered by some Maybank Salesman which tell us some grandmother stories on Takaful... he is quite polite n handsome.... haha... tat's y we were attracted to him n listen to him for almost 1 hour.... he is also quite persuasive as all of us almost fall into his trap... but at last we disappoint him as we r RATIONAL thinkers... haha...

d gals.... d beauties of d day~~

d guys.... d beasts of d day~~ man in black.....

four of us... with d "beers"... look at my sampat look, ps's sexy leg, kf funny small eyes n Lip's fake smile... good combinations....

us... in ERL... with d small bday cake.... can u c d eye catching strawberry?? guess wat.... it smells good... but according to kf, it is not tat tasty... wat la him... still complaining wo...

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2nd Outing

Date: 06/12/2008

Time: 11.00am - 9.30pm

Destinations: 1 Utama

Transport: 429 -> U43 -> 1U -> U43 -> 429

Participants:

LL, cowboy or personal guard??? fyi, he is wearing new shirts, new jeans n new sport shoes tat day.... n of course d so called "lala" sunglasses is not belongs to him...

Sam, the BLIND man... he loves to act cool when taking pics.... but COOL does not suit to his characteristics... he loves to jokes around.... he always complaining tat he has a chubby face tat makes him looks like he does not hav neck.... SD... d fat me... being complained by lip tat d blouse tat i'm wearing does not match my pants... aiksz....aHah... is it looks special?? it is BBQ Plaza... these are d food we ordered... pork set for 3-4 person... it looks a lot but actually it full of vege at d bottom... it cost bout RM60 for d meals....

YouHoo..... gonna start to eat lo....

wonder y sam loves to take pics of us... hahaha....

nice deco.... simple but striking... 1U old wing.....

theme of d christmas deco: alice in d wonderland.... 1U new wing....

.: Boring :.

Since my last event, 11th Orientation Series Events had significantly comes to an end last trimester, my life started to change from BUSY, HECTIC, OCCUPIED to DULL, BORING, TEDIOUS.... once, i do hav a strong feelings of not leaving d BIG family so soon as it really giv me a good memories n a place to learn lots of things but at last i must also believe tat it's time for me to lay down everything...

Suddenly feel tat i'm gtting older n older... no matter in aging, physically or mentally... sometimes i will behave like an old lady start thinking and flashing back d life i used to be when i 1st came into Uni life uncontrollable... time really flies n in a blink of eyes, it had comes to my final year of study life... i'll step into another stage of life tat every1 must encounter very soon.... kinda miss d innocent n childish me... although sometimes will get red eyes n bad critics from others who thought i'm acting innocent but i still enjoy d simple n uncomplicated lifestyle... i can cry when i'm gloomy n depressed n laugh happily when i'm in d chill mood....

Past SHINDEE:

Energetic, Active, Youthful, Innocent, Childish, Blur, Simple, Straightforward, Happy-go-lucky...

Current SHINDEE:

Pasive, Unmotivated, Complicated, Think-twice, Dunno how 2 express d feelings in my heart no matter verbally or written....

me~ me~ me~....

.: Vacations of Delta Trimester Break (cont'):.

DAY 2:

we woke up quite early d next morning as we know very well tat we paid for trip is for enjoying but not for sleeping... we r quite thrill as the plan for 2nd day was to play in d water for for d whole day....

here we start n let d pics do all d explaining....

blur blur look of KF... happy but sleepy look of PS... n energetic look of ME~~ wahaha.... we took this pic while waiting for d instructor...

our dry look b4 river croosing... d groupmates : me, lip, zyin, kf, choon, xuan hao n xin you n others.. sampat ppl form a sampat gang.... hehe...

our wet look after river crossing... to us who never been to national service b4 river crossing is quite nervous and exciting activity... d depth of d river is almost 30 metres...

to me, this is d most memorable activity of d trip... i love canoeing so so so much.... i love water activities.... I"M LOVIN' IT!!!! all of us were addicted to it until we almost forgotten about our lunch...

not only cinemas provide with couple seat... canoes oso come with "couple seat"... haha... don't play play yea... it's kinda fun....

after lunch, another water activity is awaiting for us... haha... look our funny pose... creative ya... it's water tubing...

"wat is water tubing?", i ask...

"it is an activity which u play with d tube (tayar)....", d committee told us...

haha... swt answer....

DAY 3:

we hav some kinds of weirdo sports which played by d natives there(according to d people in charge).... it's amusing and enjoyable as it is quite odd and fresh to c this kind of games.....

yoohoo.... it's team building activity... again in d river.... we made d raft ourselves.... do u believe it?? 6 tubes with 18 ppls on it... of course we hav swimmer "engines" in d water behind our raft to push us move faster....

does i mentioned bout d meals there?? it is super duperb EXPENSIVE!!! every meals cost us RM8... even breakfast with breads n economy fried bihun/rice which is not nice at all....

ta dang~~!! here it is... RM 8 "hotel breakfast"...

d last memory of all d participants and committees.... it is quite easy to spot me.... haha... coz i'm d only 1 wearing yellow blouse....