It's been very tough to make this decision... was so in dilemma during d few weeks of transition period... was born to very indecisive dy still hav 2 make this hard decision is like making fool of me... i cried silently when i depart from my house...had been almost 1 year staying peacefully n happily at home sweet home and totally used to d life of being pampered princess...
started d job with not confirm feeling during my 1st day... during orientation i still consider do i wanna sign d form or joz left... but oso sign it at last....
get my thinkpad on 2nd day of work and started to report to my manager... get to know that i do not have my own personal workstation as my teammates r all been busy with quarter-end closing... has been in honeymoon mood for bout 1 month... some days will hav education sessions with seniors teaching me on d process... during days tat dun hav education n seeing others been so busy but cant help anything is quite bad... wish to browse into the internet but scare others saw... joz go 2 office n day dreaming then lunch then wait for 5.30pm to arrive...
not forget to mention on how i travel everyday to work... i woke up at 5.30am on my 1st day and take 6.30am 's bus to work... reach office at 8am sharp... was so tired during d 1st day orientation sessions... joz feel to give up on this work at tat time... i wait for almost 45 mins everyday for bus after my work.... jam for bout 1 hour 45 mins to reach putra n reach home at bout 9pm everyday... was mentally n physically exhausted... bad devil in my brain persuade me to give up everyday... was thinking bout it as well.... really cant stand to it...
luckily this kind of situation last no longer as Jason, one of my best friend in Uni called me up 1 week after i work n offer me for a lift... was so happy to know tat i can car pool his car to work everyday... i still need to spend 1 and a half hour in d traffic everyday to n fro but i am contented bout it... at least i can save up my energy on waiting for bus tat only god knows d time it arrive....
now i can reach home by 7pm if i push off from my office at 5.30pm sharp...
oh yea... d hectic life caused me to gain scary weight... normally ppl will only slim down on hectic life but y i gain weight instead? it is becoz i had my dinner after arrive in sk everyday bout 9pm and go to bed after tat... it makes me grew fat a lot... realize it too late n now need to start to control on my consumption of food everyday... one is becoz of i'm fat n ugly n other things is becoz i need to save, save n save money... was so DRY after i quit my previous job... used up all my available savings on food, bus fare to KL for interviews n flight tickets to HK....
GOING TO HK SOON LO.... HUHUHU~~~~
started d job with not confirm feeling during my 1st day... during orientation i still consider do i wanna sign d form or joz left... but oso sign it at last....
get my thinkpad on 2nd day of work and started to report to my manager... get to know that i do not have my own personal workstation as my teammates r all been busy with quarter-end closing... has been in honeymoon mood for bout 1 month... some days will hav education sessions with seniors teaching me on d process... during days tat dun hav education n seeing others been so busy but cant help anything is quite bad... wish to browse into the internet but scare others saw... joz go 2 office n day dreaming then lunch then wait for 5.30pm to arrive...
not forget to mention on how i travel everyday to work... i woke up at 5.30am on my 1st day and take 6.30am 's bus to work... reach office at 8am sharp... was so tired during d 1st day orientation sessions... joz feel to give up on this work at tat time... i wait for almost 45 mins everyday for bus after my work.... jam for bout 1 hour 45 mins to reach putra n reach home at bout 9pm everyday... was mentally n physically exhausted... bad devil in my brain persuade me to give up everyday... was thinking bout it as well.... really cant stand to it...
luckily this kind of situation last no longer as Jason, one of my best friend in Uni called me up 1 week after i work n offer me for a lift... was so happy to know tat i can car pool his car to work everyday... i still need to spend 1 and a half hour in d traffic everyday to n fro but i am contented bout it... at least i can save up my energy on waiting for bus tat only god knows d time it arrive....
now i can reach home by 7pm if i push off from my office at 5.30pm sharp...
oh yea... d hectic life caused me to gain scary weight... normally ppl will only slim down on hectic life but y i gain weight instead? it is becoz i had my dinner after arrive in sk everyday bout 9pm and go to bed after tat... it makes me grew fat a lot... realize it too late n now need to start to control on my consumption of food everyday... one is becoz of i'm fat n ugly n other things is becoz i need to save, save n save money... was so DRY after i quit my previous job... used up all my available savings on food, bus fare to KL for interviews n flight tickets to HK....
GOING TO HK SOON LO.... HUHUHU~~~~
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